[ - ] Summary: Mai is born in Japan and her parents are from different culture. Dad Japanese and mom American. She had lived 15 years in Japan until they moved to America.
She started her first day at in new school and hopes to get new friends.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Drama, Fantasy, Horror, Romance, Supernatural
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: Beauty and the Vampire
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 25688
Read Count: 20851
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape
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Published: 09/06/15 » Updated: 01/17/21
Published: 09/06/15 » Updated: 01/17/21
Summary: Dreams Comes True story is about what happened before Mary, Hannah, Tina and Nina flight to States and met the Backstreet Boys. Now I had decided to write everything what girls has been gone through what Mary has told Nick in Forbidden Love. I don't write a lot about Backstreet Boys in this one, but I do hope you all enjoy reading it. Who knows where this story goes.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Horror
Warnings: Child Abuse, Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: Fantasy Dreams
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 18208
Read Count: 444
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Horror
Warnings: Child Abuse, Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: Fantasy Dreams
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 18208
Read Count: 444
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Published: 09/30/18 » Updated: 08/08/20
Published: 09/30/18 » Updated: 08/08/20
Summary: The first few chapters are inspired by the 'Show 'Em What You're Made Of' documentary this fiction portrays events that never happened. The story starts, when the boys are planning their 'In A World Like This' tour. Nick mentions Brians vocal issues and things spiral a bit out of control. In Later chapters we have Brian going down a dangerous path.
This fic tells a story about depression and how Brian looses himself to it. It takes us along a journey of loneliness, abuse and drug use and the consequences that has. It is about Brian and how he nearly breaks on his problems and Nick, who tries to help him get through it.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Slash M/M, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 62161
Read Count: 2076
This fic tells a story about depression and how Brian looses himself to it. It takes us along a journey of loneliness, abuse and drug use and the consequences that has. It is about Brian and how he nearly breaks on his problems and Nick, who tries to help him get through it.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Slash M/M, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 62161
Read Count: 2076
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Published: 07/30/20 » Updated: 07/30/20
Published: 07/30/20 » Updated: 07/30/20
Summary: 
Nick falls in love to her cousin Emilia.
Suddenly Emilia dies and Nick suffers the loss months.
Year later from Emilia's death, Nick meets this girl Mary who looks a lot like Emilia.
Together they are going through some good and bad things.
Will love win in the end?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: Fantasy Dreams
Chapters: 60 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 116579
Read Count: 9163
Nick falls in love to her cousin Emilia.Suddenly Emilia dies and Nick suffers the loss months.
Year later from Emilia's death, Nick meets this girl Mary who looks a lot like Emilia.
Together they are going through some good and bad things.
Will love win in the end?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: Fantasy Dreams
Chapters: 60 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 116579
Read Count: 9163
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Published: 09/05/15 » Updated: 01/13/20
Published: 09/05/15 » Updated: 01/13/20
Summary: 
Rachel longed for a way out of the chaotic life under the roof of her alcoholic mother so she followed her best friend, Kristin, to Florida for college. After experiencing the culture shock of adult life, Rachel finds it difficult to juggle college and working full time. Just when the pressure was starting to get too much, her life suddenly takes an interesting turn when she finds herself in the inner circle of the Backstreet Boys. Rachel and Kristin's status as fans become more intimate as they both mingle with the boys and their girlfriends. Can their friendship out stand the chaos of the pop world or will it crumble under the pressure?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: All I Have to Give
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 40777
Read Count: 22024
Rachel longed for a way out of the chaotic life under the roof of her alcoholic mother so she followed her best friend, Kristin, to Florida for college. After experiencing the culture shock of adult life, Rachel finds it difficult to juggle college and working full time. Just when the pressure was starting to get too much, her life suddenly takes an interesting turn when she finds herself in the inner circle of the Backstreet Boys. Rachel and Kristin's status as fans become more intimate as they both mingle with the boys and their girlfriends. Can their friendship out stand the chaos of the pop world or will it crumble under the pressure?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: All I Have to Give
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 40777
Read Count: 22024
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Published: 02/22/09 » Updated: 08/15/19
Published: 02/22/09 » Updated: 08/15/19
Summary: A story of Nick's journey through therapy, from the perspective of his therapist and through their sessions together, working to resolve issues from his past and rebuild relationships with those closest to him.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: None
Warnings: Child Abuse, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 7415
Read Count: 7123
A story of Nick's journey through therapy, from the perspective of his therapist and through their sessions together, working to resolve issues from his past and rebuild relationships with those closest to him.Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: None
Warnings: Child Abuse, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 7415
Read Count: 7123
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Published: 07/04/18 » Updated: 03/23/19
Published: 07/04/18 » Updated: 03/23/19
Summary: Blair finally finds her love, but suddenly all goes upside down when she heards that her mother is getting married with her love's dad.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 39040
Read Count: 2405
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 39040
Read Count: 2405
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Published: 09/06/15 » Updated: 11/16/18
Published: 09/06/15 » Updated: 11/16/18
Summary: 
faith: noun; confidence or trust in a person or thing.
Jessi lost faith in Nick. The love in her heart for her husband became hate. Will the truth overcome that feeling? Or are Jessi and Nick destined to be apart?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Group, Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 36407
Read Count: 42124
faith: noun; confidence or trust in a person or thing.
Jessi lost faith in Nick. The love in her heart for her husband became hate. Will the truth overcome that feeling? Or are Jessi and Nick destined to be apart?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Group, Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 36407
Read Count: 42124
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Published: 08/06/18 » Updated: 09/10/18
Published: 08/06/18 » Updated: 09/10/18
Summary: Sequel to Killing Me Softly
Struggling to find a bearable division between his tormented nightmares and his reality, Brian soon has to face that the monsters aren't coming from the outside to hurt him, but from within himself. Only when you've been found and brought to safety, do you realize how lost you truly are.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 36428
Read Count: 66179
Struggling to find a bearable division between his tormented nightmares and his reality, Brian soon has to face that the monsters aren't coming from the outside to hurt him, but from within himself. Only when you've been found and brought to safety, do you realize how lost you truly are.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 36428
Read Count: 66179
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Published: 04/25/16 » Updated: 09/19/17
Published: 04/25/16 » Updated: 09/19/17
Summary: 
Nick Carter had been feeling empty; like a shell as he did his daily routine with his band members. Things just weren’t the same anymore. He could feel himself slowly suffocating in his life as a Backstreet Boy. He wasn’t sure if he wanted an escape or just some time away from his overbearing “brothers.” It wasn’t until he saw her when he could feel the void within him slowly start to fill. He would do anything to be near her, anything to see her…even bail out on one of Backstreet’s biggest opportunities. He knew he had to get his act in gear and stop slacking off, but lately he didn’t care about anything. The only thing he cared about was her…suddenly he finds himself happy…a feeling he isn’t quite used to. He would do anything to keep this feeling; terrified of her learning the truth and losing this bliss…he did the only thing he could. He lied. He would do anything he could to shield her from discovering the cold, hard truth in which could ruin everything.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 186411
Read Count: 1144
Nick Carter had been feeling empty; like a shell as he did his daily routine with his band members. Things just weren’t the same anymore. He could feel himself slowly suffocating in his life as a Backstreet Boy. He wasn’t sure if he wanted an escape or just some time away from his overbearing “brothers.” It wasn’t until he saw her when he could feel the void within him slowly start to fill. He would do anything to be near her, anything to see her…even bail out on one of Backstreet’s biggest opportunities. He knew he had to get his act in gear and stop slacking off, but lately he didn’t care about anything. The only thing he cared about was her…suddenly he finds himself happy…a feeling he isn’t quite used to. He would do anything to keep this feeling; terrified of her learning the truth and losing this bliss…he did the only thing he could. He lied. He would do anything he could to shield her from discovering the cold, hard truth in which could ruin everything.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 186411
Read Count: 1144
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Published: 07/24/17 » Updated: 08/15/17
Published: 07/24/17 » Updated: 08/15/17
Summary:
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 48168
Read Count: 7211
Can we ever escape the past, or does it haunt us forever?
Nick was living a life he grew accustomed to. A life filled with misery and loneliness he assumed he was doomed to live forever, until he met the man who wound up changing his life.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 48168
Read Count: 7211
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Published: 05/15/16 » Updated: 05/19/16
Published: 05/15/16 » Updated: 05/19/16
Summary: 
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 6618
Read Count: 5679
AJ Mclean never really had an easy life growing up. He always told himself that when he got older he would be the best father and husband he could be. But one night of regret and mistakes changed all of that. AJ stared at the blue and red lights as they were lighting up his home. He was still holding his loved one in his arms as the police busted inside.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 6618
Read Count: 5679
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Published: 03/28/16 » Updated: 04/05/16
Published: 03/28/16 » Updated: 04/05/16
Summary: 
When life gives you Lemon.... Everyone has a past and when Kevin's comes back to haunt him, he discovers a life he never knew he could've had. But will his fear keep him from making lemonade?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 8861
Read Count: 11681
When life gives you Lemon.... Everyone has a past and when Kevin's comes back to haunt him, he discovers a life he never knew he could've had. But will his fear keep him from making lemonade?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 8861
Read Count: 11681
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Published: 02/13/16 » Updated: 03/03/16
Published: 02/13/16 » Updated: 03/03/16
Summary: When a nightmare starts with a failed suicide attempt by one of his closest friends, Howie is determined to find out the answers to a story that doesn't make sense. What happens when suicide is not really suicide, but a murderer gotten loose? Howie is about to find out.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 58449
Read Count: 68020
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 58449
Read Count: 68020
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Published: 12/12/12 » Updated: 08/28/15
Published: 12/12/12 » Updated: 08/28/15
Summary: Nick and Rosalind always had a difficult relationship. When they unexpectedly have a child they seem more apart. Desperate, they consult a mysterious man and sign a powerful contract giving them ownership to each other's bodies..with severe and unforeseen results.. Will they save their relationship? And how far is too far??
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 2850
Read Count: 4867
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 2850
Read Count: 4867
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Published: 07/08/15 » Updated: 08/12/15
Published: 07/08/15 » Updated: 08/12/15
