Summary: Abuse, ridicule and pain should never be a daily part in one's life. But unfortunately, it was for two people who had grown to have 'perfect lives'. Low self-esteem and dangerous ways to cope will be confronted and possibly eliminated when they least expect it. They soon find out that their 'perfect lives' will never be the same.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Howie
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Domestic Violence, Sexual Content, Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 47918
Read Count: 27395
Titles
Stories
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Published: 08/22/05 » Updated: 10/09/07
Published: 08/22/05 » Updated: 10/09/07
Summary: Jinefer Littrell goes to Hawaii to see her cousin Brian who was there with his group recording another album. Seems great right? Wrong. Jinefer likes everyone in the group but one person. Nick. They hate each other; they?ve hated each other from the very first time they met. Now they?re both grown up and haven't seen each other in years. Will they decide to put the past behind them or will they still hate each other? Read to find out what happens!!!!!
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 36686
Read Count: 3511
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 36686
Read Count: 3511
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Published: 10/06/06 » Updated: 10/07/07
Published: 10/06/06 » Updated: 10/07/07
Summary: Nick gives his girlfriend a surprise she'll never forget.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 766
Read Count: 1176
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 766
Read Count: 1176
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Published: 10/04/07 » Updated: 10/04/07
Published: 10/04/07 » Updated: 10/04/07
Summary: Alyssa has always lived in her brothers shadow, but all that changes when he introduces her into the music industry, follow her journey as she faces challenges that will change her whole life.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1204
Read Count: 794
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1204
Read Count: 794
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Published: 10/03/07 » Updated: 10/03/07
Published: 10/03/07 » Updated: 10/03/07
Summary:
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick, Other
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1238
Read Count: 711
Nick isn't too sure he agrees with his girlfriend Amber about stuff.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick, Other
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1238
Read Count: 711
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Published: 10/03/07 » Updated: 10/03/07
Published: 10/03/07 » Updated: 10/03/07
Summary: these are collections of one shots that just doesnt seem to fit anywhere else and came to me at the randomness of times and I had to write them down. I'll have individual summaries for each chapter :)
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Adventure, Angst, Drama, Horror, Humor, Suspense
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 5816
Read Count: 13735
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Adventure, Angst, Drama, Horror, Humor, Suspense
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 5816
Read Count: 13735
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Published: 06/15/07 » Updated: 10/02/07
Published: 06/15/07 » Updated: 10/02/07
Summary: When AJ said he wanted to find an Igloo and hopefully an Eskimo or two, Kevin was not amused. It didn't help matter any when Nick found the perfect place for the group's next great adventure...
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Adventure, Humor
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1036
Read Count: 1521
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Adventure, Humor
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1036
Read Count: 1521
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Published: 10/02/07 » Updated: 10/02/07
Published: 10/02/07 » Updated: 10/02/07
Summary: "Well I’m not paralyzed. But, I seem to be struck by you. I want to make you move. Because you’re standing still. If your body matches what your eyes can do. You’ll probably move right through me on my way to you..."(**) Paralyzer by Finger Eleven.
Danica Edwards, a girl from the past comes back into Nick's life and he finds himself torn. Stuck between wanting more and being smack dab in the "friend zone". Will he be able to get what he wants or will he be forever labeled "just a friend".
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 9989
Read Count: 17023
Danica Edwards, a girl from the past comes back into Nick's life and he finds himself torn. Stuck between wanting more and being smack dab in the "friend zone". Will he be able to get what he wants or will he be forever labeled "just a friend".
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 9989
Read Count: 17023
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Published: 09/03/07 » Updated: 10/02/07
Published: 09/03/07 » Updated: 10/02/07
[ - ] Summary: When my parents family leave for vacation i am left alone for four weeks, but first i am Ashly Kikilidis i am 15 years old and a fan of the Backstreet Boys i have always had a crush on them but mostly Nick and Brian mostly Nick though but i have been starting to like them all even though i do love them all but differently if that makes sense. Anyways when my family is gone i didnt know that my dad gets... gets...The Backstreet Boys to watch me...Oh My gosh i was so suprised.
But what happens when i find out of the first couple of days that i learn that they have a crush on me...ME are you kinding little old me and Nick, Brian, AJ, Howie and Kevin all like me...wow what a shocker... So when they leave i am really sad cause i will miss them dearly. Five years later my dad calls me and tells me to come home cause he has a suprise for me so now i am 20 years old now my dad calls me and tells me to come home for a while..wtf..but anyways i go home and Oh My Gosh the guys are there..Oh My God it had been so long since i last saw them..all i am thinking is
"do they still like me" do they are dont they?...Read and Find Out..
(I suck at summeris)
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 4778
Read Count: 17354
But what happens when i find out of the first couple of days that i learn that they have a crush on me...ME are you kinding little old me and Nick, Brian, AJ, Howie and Kevin all like me...wow what a shocker... So when they leave i am really sad cause i will miss them dearly. Five years later my dad calls me and tells me to come home cause he has a suprise for me so now i am 20 years old now my dad calls me and tells me to come home for a while..wtf..but anyways i go home and Oh My Gosh the guys are there..Oh My God it had been so long since i last saw them..all i am thinking is
"do they still like me" do they are dont they?...Read and Find Out..
(I suck at summeris)
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 4778
Read Count: 17354
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Published: 08/02/07 » Updated: 09/27/07
Published: 08/02/07 » Updated: 09/27/07
Summary: Jude Way has been seperated from her mother and brothers since she was nine years old. After thirteen years, a phone call informs her that she needs to go back to New Jersey which is all the way across the Atlantic Ocean. Her mother is sick in the hospital and doesn't seem to get better. After finding her mother, what happens if she loses her again; for good?
Categories: Fanfiction > Music > My Chemical Romance
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Humor
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 7052
Read Count: 4539
Categories: Fanfiction > Music > My Chemical Romance
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Humor
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 7052
Read Count: 4539
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Published: 09/27/07 » Updated: 09/27/07
Published: 09/27/07 » Updated: 09/27/07
Summary: The oncologist has made her final diagnosis. Can Nick come to terms with what she said? How does he help not only himself but the guys, his family and the fans through this difficult time in his life?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick, Group
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence
Series: Swollen Issues Series
Chapters: 110 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 289767
Read Count: 260437
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick, Group
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence
Series: Swollen Issues Series
Chapters: 110 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 289767
Read Count: 260437
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Published: 11/12/05 » Updated: 09/24/07
Published: 11/12/05 » Updated: 09/24/07
Summary: 
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > TV Series > Supernatural
Characters: Brian, Dean, Sam
Genres: Supernatural, Suspense
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 17524
Read Count: 23458
** FINALLY FINISHED!!**
With Leighanne on a trip, Brian is at his wits’ end as Baylee continues to scream nightly about the monster in his room. Knowing full well that there is nothing in his son’s bedroom and continuing to lose sleep as he stays up to calm Baylee, Brian doesn’t know what to do anymore. However, when two, leather and denim-clad strangers break into his home one day and explain that what Baylee sees is real, will Brian believe them before it’s too late? Or will he lose his son to an evil that he’d never imagined could exist?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > TV Series > Supernatural
Characters: Brian, Dean, Sam
Genres: Supernatural, Suspense
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 17524
Read Count: 23458
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Published: 03/01/07 » Updated: 09/21/07
Published: 03/01/07 » Updated: 09/21/07
Summary: Ever been scared for your life? I have. Ever been worried about your pregnant sibling and the safety of them and their first-born? I have. Ever been with a celebrity who acts sweet to you in front of the camera, and awful to you behind them? I have. Ever had to take care of your entire family when you were young? I have. My parents constantly fight, so i take care of my six siblings. Ever found someone who protected you from a psycho ex? I have. My name is Belinda Cooper, and this is the story of my life.
Categories: Fanfiction > Music > Aaron Carter, Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > Music > O-Town
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other, Dan
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 4125
Read Count: 11478
Categories: Fanfiction > Music > Aaron Carter, Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > Music > O-Town
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other, Dan
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 4125
Read Count: 11478
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Published: 09/17/07 » Updated: 09/17/07
Published: 09/17/07 » Updated: 09/17/07
Summary: Things take a turn for the better for the gang
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > Music > Good Charlotte
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other, Benji Madden, Joel Madden
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: What Would You Do
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 521
Read Count: 3077
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > Music > Good Charlotte
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other, Benji Madden, Joel Madden
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: What Would You Do
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 521
Read Count: 3077
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Published: 09/17/07 » Updated: 09/17/07
Published: 09/17/07 » Updated: 09/17/07
Summary: 
Nick tells us why he decided to dive into the ocean.. Written for the September Picture Challenge from this board!
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Humor
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 583
Read Count: 1018
Nick tells us why he decided to dive into the ocean.. Written for the September Picture Challenge from this board!
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Humor
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 583
Read Count: 1018
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Published: 09/12/07 » Updated: 09/12/07
Published: 09/12/07 » Updated: 09/12/07
